i alm0st was in tears 2dae @ d ward.. stupid SSN n SN kip picking 0n me.. i was gg 2 cry bt i t0ld myself n0t 2 c0z i gt 2 b str0ng n thick-skin 2 b a nurse.. bt sumtimes itz juz 2 much.. i gt s0und by d SSN n SN juz bc0z 0f small mistakes.. itz like unfair 4 me luh.. i was in cubicle 2..im supp0se 2 take care 0f 1 cubicle which c0nsist 0f 6 pts bt i end up taking care 0f 3 cubicles.. i was piz 0ff luh.. i was t0tali struggling 2 d "chores".. i f 2 kip running all 0ver d place.. my f0ot is hurting n my back was aching.. wen d aftern0on shift staff d0ing d rep0rt dey check d pts vital signs file n stuff.. n they sc0lded me in fr0nt 0f my cubicle.. i was like hello i was running all 0ver d place n f 2 d0 evryting s0 h0w d0 u expect me 2 finish evryting 0n time? my 2 frens tat was in charge 0f d 2 cubicles was like kip disappearing..

wen d nurses s0und me,itz was visiting time.. cn u imagine d humiliati0n tat i g0 tru?? evryb0dy was like l0oking @ me.. d SN was d 1st 0ne wh0 s0und me abt d parameters since it was inc0mplete den she t0ld d SSN n she start 2 nag @ me n was being rude luh.. den d SN fil bad n said tat i wasnt in d m0od alr wen i gt sc0lding n she said i was hardw0rking n stuff.. i t0tali ign0red her luh.. she wanted 2 tell d SSN s0 much rite n0w she tink wat? by saying tat i cn fil betta? f0r ur inf0, d SN did nth d wh0le dae 4 her shift.. she juz b0ssed ppl ard.. s0 wat rites d0es she f 2 say tat i didnt finish my w0rk 0n time?

d NYP student was als0 like staring @ me luh.. she fil bad luh tat i gt sc0lding c0z she n0es h0w it fils.. @ 1st i wasnt piz 0ff 0r aniting alth0 i f 2 c0ver 3 rms bt it was alr nearly 3pm end 0f my shift n i gt sc0lding.. t0tali sp0il my dae.. by d time d nurses humiliate me,it was alr 3pm.. bt i stay back 4 a m0ment 2 red0 d parameters.. my frens all start 2 cr0wd in my cubicle n ask wat hppn?

i t0tali didnt make ani eye c0ntact w dem n i t0ld dem,''d0nt t0k 2 me c0z i wld end up crying n im trying n0t 2''.. i was alr ch0king 0n my w0rds n my eyes was turning red wen i t0k 2 dem face d0wn.. after i t0ok d parameters, i juz walk 0ff 2 d tear0om 2 take my bag.. i sat d0wn 4 awhile 2 c0ol myself d0wn n rest..i cn fil tat my leg was like beating like my heart.. pain luh sey.. t0tali cnt fil frm my knee d0wn..

a few mins ltr, d NYP student cum int0 d rm c0z her shift f als0 ended.. she said 2 me "Farah i n0e tat d nurses was rude 2 u juz n0w.. but d0nt take it 2 heart" n i said, "n0 c0mments".. n juz smile @ her.. i wen hm after signing 0ut d attendance bk.. i was s0 piz 0ff tat i evn l0ok @ d nurses wen dey tried 2 make eye c0ntact w me n tried 2 b nice..

i juz head hm.. bt i t0tali will n0t 4gt d incident.. haiz.. wen i was gtting humiliated n stuff.. wat run in my head was tat im s0o gg 2 quit.. bt i alr pr0mised sum1 tat i wldnt s0 im gg 2 stick 2 d pr0mise..