i've bn feeling c0nfused n l0st.. im like s0 afraid.. like thr's sumting bad tat is gg to hppn.. n like suddenly i fil s0 h0llow.. s0 al0ne.. like a part 0f me juz died.. Y m i feeling dis way? i totali hate it.. kip getting m0od swings.. i fil like bein al0ne w/o anybody disturbing me.. away frm mankind away frm evryting.. d0n fil like t0king t0 ani1.. i fil like im rching my breaking pt in life.. i fil like ending my life.. leaving evryting i f in dis w0rld.. suicide has bn 0n my mind dis few daes.. i juz wan sum peace.. i damn tired w evryting.. im giving up h0pe n im giving up on life.. actuali i nvr have any h0pe in living.. im living 4 d ppl wh0 i love.. wen i lost 1 0f dem, i'll end my life.. 0r maybe i'll juz end my life wen i had enuf 0f evryting.. n0 0ne understans me.. n0 0ne understans my feelings.. it hurtz wen i reali nit sum1 to b thr 4 me t0 talk to, they r juz n0t thr.. s0 i'll endup kipping it inside myself n endure it all by myself.. its a t0tal t0rture.. Whr r d ppl wh0 call themselves frens??
Whr r d ppl wh0 call themselves family??
Whr r d ppl wh0 say they l0ve me??
Whr??
Whr r u ppl??
ur juz n0t thr wen i reali needed u.. Im disapp0inted.. Im l0sing my mind.. im gg crazy.. i cnt take it anim0re.. im rching my breaking pt..
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